February 2012
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I can't handle this much bitterness in my life.
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me: I'm gonna study when I get home
me: I'll just study before I go to bed
me: I'll just study in the morning
me: I'll just study on the way to school
me: I'll just study in this class
me: I'll just study in the hall
me: I'll just study before the test
me: I'll just study during the test
except right now it's a paper I could have written 3 weeks ago...
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LOVE RAMBLIN
I think with love, you just pick someone you think you like and you don’t think you could live without, and you stick by em, and you choose to never leave them, and you get married and that’s the end. And if you’re not ready to get married, you break up, even if you really do love eachother and think the other is super great. I really think that love is a choice. of course,...
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Can you tell?
Oh what am I supposed to do? It’s hard to stay cool. And when you smile at me, and I get nervous every time you speak. Oh baby, baby, baby please my heart sinks to my feet Oh what am I supposed to do. I think about you nightly
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Honestly
I’m going insane.
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And just when you think things cannot get worse, they do. Awful things come and try to destroy you and will not stop. You think you will die, you are sure of it. The only thing keeping me from wanting that right now are the words of my God, who loves me more then I could ever know, and wants what is best for me. His plans for me are great. Even when I feel so alone that I can hardly handle it, I...
Wow
I am really not okay in the least.
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January 2012
54 posts
A hope & a future
I get so sad when I think about everything we did together, because it was wonderful. Sometimes I think, “What was the point?” and that makes me sad, because I miss you, I miss all the good things. I look forward though, because I know that was nothing in comparison to the goodness the future holds. So here’s to the future, that it be better then the past. Here’s to not...